The Thing That I Hate Most...

The thing that I hate the most is when people start something enthusiastically then just stop doing it or lose interest real soon. Ironically, I do that. I'm such a hypocrite.

I started this blog with alot of enthusiasm and eagerness but I lost interested after a few posts. It may be because I never found the time. Or it could be because my life isn't as exciting as I thought and I had nothing to write about. It could have been that I only blab and complain about things that makes me not want to post things anymore. Sadly, it may be because this blog is not well known and I don't have the audience to feed my motivation.

Either way, I'm back because this year, I am going to defeat many of my flaws. No, I cannot be perfect but when I do find a flaw in myself, I would like to acknowledge it.

So life has been rather good actually. You may be surprised to hear how I remained happy throughout these though months. School work as increased, not just in quantity but also in quality. Teachers now don't take bullshit on essays anymore. People struggle trying to maintain B average when most of us used to get A average. Not to mention that I am now taking AP courses and even studying for the SAT incase I felt like going to an American college. My piano is getting harder every year, probably because I don't find time to practice it!
But who cares about my troubles with academics, everyone wants to hear the juicy high school drama, which adults are happy they got over and teenagers want to hear more, just so they feel better about their dramatic relationships with others.

Honestly, I never liked getting involved but I always end up being involved anyway so I gave up this year trying to avoid it. I might as well face it like a solider. Rumors are pretty gross but the sad thing is, if you are going to make up a rumor, make it believable and ambiguous so that it can't be traced back to you. Unfortunately, people at my school fails at that so many rumors are made to back fire at the person who spread it. I'm not going to go into details on exactly what rumors are going around this year because it's not important...haha...

Tomorrow I'm going to write a post about the new TV shows I've been watching and put up a review of it. I might post a YouTube video of their first episodes if you want to watch it and see if you want to be addicted to them like me!
On that note (which you probably guessed if you are even reading down till now...), I am going to get back to my science project and be more productive!

Too Quick

My life turns too quickly. For a bit I was having bad days and this morning was none the less same as usual but soon, everything suddenly became bright! The sun started to shine and the weather got warmer. On top of that I scored a great mark on my physics test! Then after school, everything went down hill. I got into an argument with my mom about my college preparation and the process of application. It was slightly frustrating. My mom felt that I was not working hard enough and wasn't sure if I would get into the college of my choice, while I on the other hand is actually trying my best. But that cooled down and I'm back to a nice relaxing evening eating chips. :)

Talking about college, it makes me think beyond the time that I am in. Future is unknown to all of us and it's hard making decisions when you don't know exactly what is a head. I have so many plans for college but if I look at it in reality, I begin to ask myself if such things are possible, if I will actually end up doing it or whether I even could. I realized that I have to plan my future very carefully and realistically (well no duh) but also I have to make sure my plans are open because my theory is that anyone can change their mind over night. For a while I might wanted have wanted to be a doctor, but suddenly after taking a great course in history...I might want a major in history! So that is my plan, make a realistic open goal.

Before I ditch, I need a purpose or at least some type of a topic. Julia from Julie&Julia started a blog with all her cooking things. I would love to do that but it is not original anymore (since it is Julie's idea) and I would never find the time and effort to actually cook different plates every day. It would be difficult and stupid school gets in the way. If anyone out there is even bothering to read this, what should I write about? It has to be a topic that can be consistant.